I’ve done well this year. Love myself.

Great fun playing escape room with Kate.

I’m enjoying the attention from men. It’s what it’s supposed to be!

I noticed the gap between James and me now. Especially financially. I don’t think he’ll be my further life partner but I do wanna date him.

Daniel so far has been very sweet. I think he’s more same level as me.

A new man Aaron. A musician. I don’t know what he’s looking for but he’s pretty sweet so far.

Pretty happy with myself.

I had a sex dream that involves Daniel! The man I’ve just started talking to on bumble. How weird. It’s never happened before.

So far he seems very nice. I’m gonna be open and kind. I’m a god damn miracle and so is he!

I’m a goddamn miracle.

Removed two men whom I don’t find attractive and high quality and immediate attracted two high quality men!

It’s true that I need to get rid off the old and unsuitable so there’s spaces for suitable men!

Spent this day alone and I’m pretty ok with it. To be honest, Christmas has never really meant much to me.

I don’t wanna keep talking to him as the conversation has been unbelievably boring.

Why do I still keep him? Maybe there’s something interesting about him. Anyway, I’m not losing anything by keeping him. I’m just not gonna spend too much of my energy on him.

Red light meditation is pretty good.

I want to make a decision as to what do do next. I think I’m done with dancing class. I wanna try something new. I still will go to the party but not the class anymore. I really wanna try improv class. It scares me but it’s gonna do me good.

He’s here. He’s coming to me. I’m ready.

Thanks body for being healthy. Thanks breasts for being healthy. Thanks thyroid for being healthy. Thanks hair for being healthy.