I’m a goddamn miracle.

Removed two men whom I don’t find attractive and high quality and immediate attracted two high quality men!

It’s true that I need to get rid off the old and unsuitable so there’s spaces for suitable men!

Spent this day alone and I’m pretty ok with it. To be honest, Christmas has never really meant much to me.

I don’t wanna keep talking to him as the conversation has been unbelievably boring.

Why do I still keep him? Maybe there’s something interesting about him. Anyway, I’m not losing anything by keeping him. I’m just not gonna spend too much of my energy on him.

Red light meditation is pretty good.

I want to make a decision as to what do do next. I think I’m done with dancing class. I wanna try something new. I still will go to the party but not the class anymore. I really wanna try improv class. It scares me but it’s gonna do me good.

He’s here. He’s coming to me. I’m ready.

Thanks body for being healthy. Thanks breasts for being healthy. Thanks thyroid for being healthy. Thanks hair for being healthy.

Had a chat with Amanda and decided to talk to men without any agenda. My man is on the way.

I stop worrying and it doesn’t bring me peace. What brings me peace? Living the moment and be grateful for what I have. There’re many people who would love to have my life. Only when I’m happy within myself, can I attract a quality man.

Don’t feel like writing anything.

Lost my patience with Clyde. He’s so fucking needy! I can’t stand him. I hit him and shoved him couple times. He just couldn’t get the message of leaving me alone! And tonight he was acting out again. I think I’ll need some break after him.

Caught up with Silvia tonight and I couldn’t believe what she said about some men’s behaviours in the dance class! What arseholes! I also noticed that I got jealous when she said she got invited twice to the improver class. But at the same time, I know she’s better than me as she has danced in Italy before. Anyhow, I’ve decided to switch dance class as I’ve been getting so bored of my current one. The men there are creepy. I’m ready to make some changes.