Had a good day at work. I got super inpatient with a car in front of me as he was super slow. I think it’s because I don’t like myself being slow.

Daniel unmatched me. Saved me the job telling him we’re not a match without hurting him. Like Raeeka said, ask and you shall receive.

I want a high quality man whom I also find attractive. He exists. We just haven’t met yet!

Said goodbye to James and I’m feeling pretty good. I’m getting a lot better at dealing with men that I’m not interested in.

It’s like meeting a new friend and I enjoy meeting new people. I’d like to get to know him. He’s a male friend from meetup. It’s not a big deal. If we don’t like each other. I’m just go back to my already wonderful life. If we like each other, we will have more dates!

I so deserve to be treated nicely coz I’m an irresistible woman. I’ve worked on myself. I’m not the same person I was 7 years ago. I’m more confident and know what I want.

I had a nice dinner with Aaron but I didn’t feel the chemistry. I didn’t wanna touch him or kiss him and if he tried, I probably would jump.

He’s a very nice person though. He wants to settle. He’s a high quality man. He wants to see me again and I think I’ll see him again to see how it goes.

I really enjoy getting to know Aaron. I’ve told him quite a bit about myself as it felt right. I also accepted the dinner date as our first date. He organised the place and booked a table. I feel very special but also weird. I think I’m not used to being looked after.

I really like what I’ve known about him at this stage. In the back of my head, I have this little voice telling me what if I don’t find him attractive. But what if I do! I’m checking in with myself constantly. Staying at the moment and enjoying the butterflies.

Daniel dropped off. He didn’t make much effort towards the end despite me trying to save the conversation. James also started to fade away. He has said several times would like to meet but no action.

I remind myself that they two are not a match and it’s got nothing to do with me.

I’ve got asked out! Yes. So happy. He’s a very nice and interesting guy. I’m looking forward to seeing him.

I’ve done well this year. Love myself.

Great fun playing escape room with Kate.

I’m enjoying the attention from men. It’s what it’s supposed to be!

I noticed the gap between James and me now. Especially financially. I don’t think he’ll be my further life partner but I do wanna date him.

Daniel so far has been very sweet. I think he’s more same level as me.

A new man Aaron. A musician. I don’t know what he’s looking for but he’s pretty sweet so far.

Pretty happy with myself.

I had a sex dream that involves Daniel! The man I’ve just started talking to on bumble. How weird. It’s never happened before.

So far he seems very nice. I’m gonna be open and kind. I’m a god damn miracle and so is he!