20/1/21

Feeling very bloated today as my period arrived. Ollie didn’t finish his dry food. He however now finishes his tin food every day. Just need to be patient with him.

I choose to be patient with the process too. My life partner will appear. He’s waiting for me as much as I’m waiting for him. We’re going to build a loving family together.

17/1/21

Grateful for my reliable car so I can work and make money.
Grateful for my brilliant brain so I can speak English and retain things.
Grateful for my unit so I can foster cats.
Grateful for air conditioner so I can sleep comfortably.
Grateful for my healthy body so I can exercise.

16/1/21

Still haven’t matched any high quality men. It’s ok though. My man haven’t signed up the dating app yet. In the meantime, I’m focusing on improving myself and enjoying my life as a carefree single lady.

Ollie finally stayed outside of his room for longer and explored further. Although he’s still very scared, he’s improved a lot.

In meditation, I had the fear coming up. What if he doesn’t exist? But he does. I’ll have twins with this man. He’s coming my way. I believe it just like I believe in Gwen Yin.

15/1/21

Watched About Time again and love it so much. I really deserve to be adored. I’m a wonderful and interesting woman.

I challenged myself today and did an IVAB infusion and I did a great job! So so happy with myself. It’s really not hard at all. I now can put it into my CV!