Had my favourite taro for dinner. Happiness.

I’m loved.

Life is beautiful.

Not much happening in dating department but I’m not worried. It’ll happen soon. I just know it!

I’m grateful for the super yummy dinner. I’m grateful for my husband. I’m grateful for my beautiful kids. I’m grateful for my health. I’m grateful for a good day.

What’s mine will always be mine.

I choose to be happy.

The two men I was chatting to aren’t serious about finding love. They both stopped responding which suits me just fine. I want a man who really wants a relationship and is high value. I only need one man. The rest of them are just for my practice.

I’m grateful for my warm clothes. I’m grateful for the nice people this evening when I ran out of petrol. I’m grateful for my body’s ability to rid of my blood. I’m grateful for a good night sleep. I’m grateful for myself.

I’m manifesting my children and my husband.

I’m worthy of a great relationship.

Caught up with a friend and she told me she’s pregnant. I had mix feelings. She’s always said she doesn’t wanna have children. She drinks and parties a lot. She didn’t think she’d get pregnant due to her health condition but she did. The father is her housemate whom she doesn’t love at all. They had sex for fun. Now they decided to stick together for the sake of their children.

My mixed feeling is that I want chicken but I don’t have a partner yet. I want my children to have a good father whom I love. I want my children to grow up in a loving environment. I’m jealous of her having a child. But at the same time, I don’t want what she has, a partner she doesn’t love and 13 years her junior. He came to Australia on a student visa but actually works here.

I wanna turn my jealousy around. I don’t wanna feel jealous as her current situation isn’t what I want. But who am I to say. The bright side is if she can get pregnant, I can too.

It is my birthright to have children with a loving husband!

I’m grateful for myself. I’m grateful for the universe. I’m grateful for my healthy body. I’m grateful for my children and husband. I’m grateful for my family.

Had my first ever salsa class and I really enjoyed it. I thought I’d feel very uncomfortable dancing with a stranger man but I didn’t feel any uncomfortable at all! I was there to learn to dance so men were not of my concern at all.

A new match. He replied a typical how are you. I’m gonna choose not to judge him and reply with a fun attitude. Let’s see what happens.

I’m grateful for my able body. I’m grateful for the salsa class. I’m grateful for a good day. I’m grateful for my apartment. I’m grateful for the warmth.

I dreamt of Ben again. Argh, I was so annoyed. I don’t wanna dream of him. I’ve decided to let him go. It’s not healthy for me to dwell on him. It’s been more than two years since I heard from him last. I don’t wanna have any hope that he might come around.

This experience prompted me to delete Nash from bumble. I think I was also holding onto the hope that he might come around. What a silly mindset. The moment he said he’s too busy to date, I should have just moved on already.

I notice I have this horrible scarcity mindset like this man is my only man. When in fact, there’s many men who want to find a nice woman like me to settle down.

What is mine will always be mine!

New match today!

As usual, I sent the message. Now I do nothing and keep swiping. I know I’ll find my man soon!

I’m grateful for a good working day. I’m grateful for a good weather. I’m grateful for an early night in. I’m grateful for my perfect body. I’m grateful for myself.

Be kind to yourself. You’re unique and special.

There’s only one you in this world. Remember it.

Match with a new man. He currently is holidaying in Bali. Let’s see if he’ll reach out when he comes back.

I’m grateful for a clean apartment. I’m grateful for my able body. I’m grateful for a peaceful mind. I’m grateful for the clean water. I’m grateful for living in a safe country.

We’re all different and that’s what makes me so unique.

I have my own life path and experiences.

I’m exactly where I should be.

Had a great day at work. I still enjoy doing my job. On the dating department, not much happening and I wanna enjoy the calm before the storm. My first priority now is my health and my sleep.

I’m grateful for having a good night sleep. I’m grateful for having a good bowel movement. I’m grateful for my beautiful eyebrows. I’m grateful for the financial stability. I’m grateful for my beauty.

I’m exactly where I need to be.

I’m happy as I am.

I love myself.

Nothing happening in dating department. I’m taking a break now. Build my resilience.

I’m grateful for fresh fruit and veggies. I’m grateful for living in Brisbane. I’m grateful for my wifi. I’m grateful for my beautiful skin. I’m grateful for being myself.

Had a call with Raeeka this morning. I’m in a different place now. I’m so ready to invest in myself. I’m ready for my man. I’m committed to finding love.

I’ve made healthy dinner. I seek support from others. I’m being vulnerable.

I’m grateful for a good shower. I’m grateful for the money coming my way. I’m grateful for my comfy bed. I’m grateful for my beauty products. I’m grateful for myself.

Went hiking with Rachel and had a great time. We have a lot in common.

I’m grateful for my strong legs and heart. I’m grateful for a good day. I’m grateful for my reliable car. I’m grateful for my yummy dinner. I’m grateful for my perfect apartment.