Stayed home all day.

Made oil rice and brownie which taste very good.

Texted with new friend Rachel. We’re going hiking tomorrow.

I’m grateful for being home all day. I’m grateful for making a new friend. I’m grateful for my body’s healing power. I’m grateful for my able body. I’m grateful for my perfect eyesight.

You will feel 100% tomorrow. If fact, you’re already feeling better.

He’s around the corner. Stay calm and grounded. The vibration is important.

I’m proud of you.

Many matches but none reply so far. We’ll see.

I went out socialise despite the weather. I fed myself steak sandwich. I reached out to make friends. I showed interest in getting to know others. I observed and caught myself judging.

Find the peace within me and everything will fall into place.

Matched up with an Indian man. I normally don’t match up with Asian men as I’m not attracted to them. But then I remember what Raeeka said, I’m not gonna marry him. I’m just gonna get to know him. Dating is a muscle I need to exercise more.

I’m grateful for my hearing. I’m grateful for clean water. I’m grateful for my immune system. I’m grateful for my digest system. I’m grateful for myself.

Every little thing is gonna be alright!

Nothing to report on dating department. I went back to swiping again although I didn’t really want to. But it’s like my yoga practice. Sometimes I don’t feel like doing it but I do it anyway. I wanna find my husband so I need to be visible for him to see me!

I’m grateful for a good day. I’m grateful for my life in Australia. I’m grateful for my perfect health. I’m grateful for my guidance. I’m grateful for the universe.

Do what you feel right.

It’s right that you smelt him this morning.

He’s coming to you soon.

It’s good that I don’t expect texts anymore. I still feel a bit upset in the morning but much better as time went on. Up until now, every time I went through difficult path, I felt the worst in the morning the moment I woke up. This morning was the same. At least now I don’t live in fantasy land anymore. What belongs to me will always come to me. What doesn’t belong to me, I can’t force it.

This morning when I stepped into the living room, I smelt men’s deodorant! So weird. I believe it’s because he’s coming soon. I can already feel this presence. I’m a bit scared and afraid as I don’t know if I can handle it. But it’s just like scuba diving. I need practice. I now have tools and Raeeka and the group. I’ll be fine.

I’m grateful for my spiritual guide. I’m grateful for the universe. I’m grateful for finishing work on time. I’m grateful for being healthy. I’m grateful for a good night sleep.

So sad today. I still believe in the universe supporting me. I’m loved. I’ll meet my husband and we’ll have a loving family together. Don’t give up. Have confidence. What belongs to me will come back to me. He’s not going anywhere. He’ll find me. One day when I look back, I’ll be grateful for all the obstacles as they made me a stronger person.

Nash sadly said goodbye to me as he’s just way too busy. He doesn’t have time for himself let alone to date. I really did enjoy getting to know him. We said our goodbyes. I had a good cry. For a second, I thought about keeping him as a friend but really, what am I lying to myself. I wanted to keep him because I thought he’s the only man alive. There’s plenty of quality men out there and one of them is for me! I refuse to have the scarcity mindset. What belongs to me will always come to me. I’m a high quality woman and I attract my husband to me.

Shane- sadly a very shady man. I kindly let him know that we’re not a match and he felt the need to say something nasty before he went. I was very upset. But like Krys said, I dodged a bullet. I wouldn’t wanna be with a man like him.

I’m not giving up. I’m gonna keep going. I can already feel his presence.

I’m grateful for a good cry. I’m grateful for Krys and Juliana for supporting me. I’m grateful for a good yoga practice. I’m grateful for the lovely lady who told me I had a flat tyre. I’m grateful for my ability to decide being a nice person regardless of what happens.

I choose to have abundance mindset.

There’s plenty of quality relationship ready men out there and one of them belongs to me.

What belongs to me will be mine.

I’m afraid I’ll never find the man.

I know for a fact that you will have three children. Two of your own and one adoption. You also will have a fabulous husband who supports you. You were born to have children and a family of your own. If you weren’t meant to have them, you wouldn’t meet Raeeka in the first place. So have faith and believe it.

New man!

Timmy- the conversation has just started. Observing.

I don’t know where Nash is or whether he’s still alive. On bumble, it shows his location still in Perth but he told me he only meant to stay there for two weeks. Ahh, the feeling of unknown and uncertainty. Raeeka keeps telling me to be ok with it but I hate it. Anyway, he owes me nothing. If he decides to stop the communication, it’s got nothing to do with me. It only means there’s another man who suits me better waiting for me.

I’m grateful for the warm water running through me. I’m grateful for my arms for supporting me during my yoga practice. I’m grateful for Nash being sweet even though it might be short. I’m grateful for the opportunity to meeting quality men everywhere.

It means you still have the chance of marrying an Irish man!

How exciting is that.

Keep your belief and your faith.

You always get what you want.

Nothing from Nash for nearly a week. The longest so far. I kinda give up on him. A bit upset but since we haven’t met so it’s kinda ok. It only means I still have the chance to marrying a beautiful Irish man!!

I’m grateful for my strong mindset. I’m grateful for my strong body. I’m grateful for a good day. I’m grateful for my good eyesight. I’m grateful for my perfect skin.

This is the time I really believe in myself.

Believe that he exists.

Believe my worth.

I can do it. I’ll meet him.

I’m an irresistible woman.

Shane sent me a message. I replied. I don’t see the messages going anywhere at the moment but we’ll see.

New man!

Rob- a new match. I sent the first message now we’ll see.

I’m grateful for perfect health. I’m grateful for my strong mind. I’m grateful for the universe for bringing me my man. I’m grateful for having the best. I’m grateful for my luck.

I’m happy where I am.

There’s so many things make me happy.

I’m whole and completed.

I’m pretty awesome.

Nothing to update and it’s ok. This is life and I’m happy to have a clean apartment. Friday is my cleaning day and I love a clean apartment.

I’m grateful for my strong legs. I’m grateful for a lovely day. I’m grateful for my beautiful lungs. I’m grateful for Daniel Sloss. I’m grateful for myself.