Subconscious, I want you to tell me where and how am I meeting my husband. I wanna have kids so please go to the universe and tell me the answer. Also, I want to remember my dream.

Thanks.

Was so mad at Arielle. She really is a little fucker.

Skipped my dancing class and went speed dating. Worst decision ever! The quality of men is so low that I couldn’t believe it. Lesson learnt. Never ever skip dancing class.

I left the speed dating half way as I was gonna explode. They had one extra girl anyway so I didn’t feel bad to leave. If the number was equal, I’d stay till the end.

Had a dream having sex with a handsome man. I hope he appears in real life. I really need sex. I want sex. But I want sex with a decent man, not just any man. I’ll meet him!

Said goodbye to a man as he expects sex on our first date. How stupid is that! He said he’s looking for life partner and I wonder how if all he wants is sex. I want sex too but I want it to be meaningful. Anyway, I feel it’s a test from my higher sex. To test how much I love and respect myself. I stand on my ground and believe I can find the man who respects me enough to wait!

My man exists. He’s also looking for me.

I love the friendship with Kate. We’re both single looking for love. Good influence.

Today’s animal is cat. I really need to be more curious about men. Today I ghosted a man coz he messaged way too much that I felt pressured. I couldn’t breathe so I unmatched him. Maybe I shouldn’t do that but I hope he could at least wait for my response before sending another message.

I want a man to respond to my message and vice versa. Not that he keeps sending messages while I do not reply.

My higher self told me to stop shutting men down. But I want high quality men!!!!!

I don’t think I was being afraid. I’m a quality woman with healthy boundaries. So when a man lacks respect, I refuse to engage with him. This kind of man isn’t quality anyway so why should I spend time on him? My time is precious and I love myself enough to not to tolerate this kind of behaviour.

I don’t have to agree with Raeeka on everything.

The spirit animal today is bear and it signifies strong boundaries. My higher self is truly amazing as she always gives me what I need! I love her.

Be myself and love myself. I don’t have to like everyone.

Spirit animal today is deer. It means I’m a gentle and compassionate person and I always choose peace and kindness.

So related!! My higher self is amazing.