I left the group last night and felt good. I’ve never needed anyone to keep me accountable for exercising. I just do it.

Had my first interview for an CN role. I was very nervous but I believe I did my best to answer the questions with my best knowledge. I hope I get the job as this job is out of my comfort zone. I wanna stretch my comfort zone.

Wrote to the three men and got one reply. See what happens.

Can’t remember my dream last night. Think I’ve been too tired. Spend too much time on social media when I could’ve slept or read. It’s like an addiction. I’m gonna stop the addiction. When do I wanna care other people’s lives?

Applied another two jobs with Queensland Health. At this stage, I just wanna practise my interview skills. Tomorrow is St. Vince hospital. I really want the job as it’ll look good on my resume and a great experience. I know I’m capable of doing the job. Believe it!

Dreamt of Jerome last night and I don’t understand why. I liked him but not anymore. What is my higher self trying to communicate with me? If Jerome and I are meant to be together, I’m ready for it. The universe will find a way to connect us.

Love my life. The relationship between me and Arielle is getting better. I find if I brush her hair before her dinner, she settles a lot and wouldn’t rush me so much.

Currently talking to two men. Both are lovely.

Can’t remember my dream as too tired.

Can’t remember my dream last night. I didn’t really ask any specific questions.

Went dancing tonight and caught up with Silvia and Arpan. I like them two. So funny. So easy to get along.

I dreamt of my daughter but I was putting gauze swan into her vagina! Very weird dream indeed. I feel I’m closer to seeing my children and I’m pretty happy about it.

Now talking to a new man aged 45. So far he seems nice. See how it goes.

Dreamt of Kristina Kuzmic and in South Africa where we can feed giraffes while eating breakfast! How interesting the dream was.

Had a call with Raeeka and I think I still didn’t believe that my husband and children exist and that’s why I haven’t seen them in my dream. I determine to believe that they exist and I’m meeting them soon.

Dreamt of god of death and today the news is about the death of Kobe Bryant. As I’m more in touch with my subconscious, my ability to predict death is back. I’m gonna embrace it this time.

I also dreamt of Japan. Not quite understand what my dream meant. Keep on practising dream time. One day it’ll all make sense.

I like men with warm eyes and smile. Unique personality. I’m working on being a woman warm eyes and smile.

Finally remembered part of my dream. I think my subconscious mind is slowly waking up as I hadn’t talked to her for a while.

I dreamt of Leeds Mayi. I think my subconscious is trying to tell me that I’m as good as her and if she has no trouble finding love, I shouldn’t have.