Said goodbye to a man as he expects sex on our first date. How stupid is that! He said he’s looking for life partner and I wonder how if all he wants is sex. I want sex too but I want it to be meaningful. Anyway, I feel it’s a test from my higher sex. To test how much I love and respect myself. I stand on my ground and believe I can find the man who respects me enough to wait!

My man exists. He’s also looking for me.

I love the friendship with Kate. We’re both single looking for love. Good influence.

Today’s animal is cat. I really need to be more curious about men. Today I ghosted a man coz he messaged way too much that I felt pressured. I couldn’t breathe so I unmatched him. Maybe I shouldn’t do that but I hope he could at least wait for my response before sending another message.

I want a man to respond to my message and vice versa. Not that he keeps sending messages while I do not reply.

My higher self told me to stop shutting men down. But I want high quality men!!!!!

I don’t think I was being afraid. I’m a quality woman with healthy boundaries. So when a man lacks respect, I refuse to engage with him. This kind of man isn’t quality anyway so why should I spend time on him? My time is precious and I love myself enough to not to tolerate this kind of behaviour.

I don’t have to agree with Raeeka on everything.

The spirit animal today is bear and it signifies strong boundaries. My higher self is truly amazing as she always gives me what I need! I love her.

Be myself and love myself. I don’t have to like everyone.

Spirit animal today is deer. It means I’m a gentle and compassionate person and I always choose peace and kindness.

So related!! My higher self is amazing.

There’s no point comparing myself to others as we have different experiences and backgrounds.

I’m lovable the way I am.

I deserve to be pursued and spoilt. Any man that is too lazy or doesn’t take initiative, doesn’t worth my time.

I have a lot to offer. I’m having Lily with a decent man!

Being loved is my birthright.

I’m amazing.

Went to have massage, cupping and acupuncture this afternoon and felt so much better. I love love Chinese medicine and I’m very happy that I found a good one that is very close to where I live.

I’m feeling a bit down today as I’m only talking to one man now and not so many matches happening. Sometimes I wonder if I’m ever gonna find him. Does he exist? Why for some people, they’re so easy to be in a relationship. I think it’s their karma and I have my own. I think I decided to really love myself completely before I step into a relationship. As I knew myself before I came into this world that if I don’t love myself fully, I can easily lose myself in a relationship.

I feel like I’m a lot better than who I was. I know who I am and what I can bring into a relationship. I’m independent. I’m very supportive. I’m kind. I like to help. I’m very resilient. I don’t give up easily. I work on myself. I improve myself. I’m a catch!

Went dancing today and I love it so much. Dancing brings me so much joy! I never wanna stop dancing. And I can feel that I’ve improved a lot. I’m less self conscious. I’m more relaxed. I love myself so much. I have a great life. I’m so grateful!

Think of Ben again and compare myself to Katheryn. There’s really no point doing that and it doesn’t do me any good. My man is out there and he’s looking for me!