Love my life. The relationship between me and Arielle is getting better. I find if I brush her hair before her dinner, she settles a lot and wouldn’t rush me so much.

Currently talking to two men. Both are lovely.

Can’t remember my dream as too tired.

Can’t remember my dream last night. I didn’t really ask any specific questions.

Went dancing tonight and caught up with Silvia and Arpan. I like them two. So funny. So easy to get along.

I dreamt of my daughter but I was putting gauze swan into her vagina! Very weird dream indeed. I feel I’m closer to seeing my children and I’m pretty happy about it.

Now talking to a new man aged 45. So far he seems nice. See how it goes.

Dreamt of Kristina Kuzmic and in South Africa where we can feed giraffes while eating breakfast! How interesting the dream was.

Had a call with Raeeka and I think I still didn’t believe that my husband and children exist and that’s why I haven’t seen them in my dream. I determine to believe that they exist and I’m meeting them soon.

Dreamt of god of death and today the news is about the death of Kobe Bryant. As I’m more in touch with my subconscious, my ability to predict death is back. I’m gonna embrace it this time.

I also dreamt of Japan. Not quite understand what my dream meant. Keep on practising dream time. One day it’ll all make sense.

I like men with warm eyes and smile. Unique personality. I’m working on being a woman warm eyes and smile.

Finally remembered part of my dream. I think my subconscious mind is slowly waking up as I hadn’t talked to her for a while.

I dreamt of Leeds Mayi. I think my subconscious is trying to tell me that I’m as good as her and if she has no trouble finding love, I shouldn’t have.

Subconscious, I want you to tell me where and how am I meeting my husband. I wanna have kids so please go to the universe and tell me the answer. Also, I want to remember my dream.

Thanks.

Was so mad at Arielle. She really is a little fucker.

Skipped my dancing class and went speed dating. Worst decision ever! The quality of men is so low that I couldn’t believe it. Lesson learnt. Never ever skip dancing class.

I left the speed dating half way as I was gonna explode. They had one extra girl anyway so I didn’t feel bad to leave. If the number was equal, I’d stay till the end.

Had a dream having sex with a handsome man. I hope he appears in real life. I really need sex. I want sex. But I want sex with a decent man, not just any man. I’ll meet him!