Everything is gonna be alright. You’re exactly where you need to be. The perfect job will appear for you.

Don’t worry. I love you very much. I have prepared something very good for you.

Had butterflies while dancing with this man. I know I like him because his smile reminds me of Ben so much.

Ahhhh… great memories with Ben but I must move on. I want a man who wants me.

Saw Matt yesterday and he told me he see twins!! Yes! He saw exactly what I saw. My higher self is real.

Twins!!

I can do it.

I’m so tired.

Really proud of myself for standing on my ground and adhere my boundaries.

Listen to music makes me happy.

Nada.

I’ve decided not to reply to Byron as I’m very sure that he’s not serious about this online dating thing. He just wants to chitchat, never wants to meet. Not even a phone conversation. I refuse to feel guilty not replying. I have every right not responding and so do the men.

The most important relationship I have is with myself. How I talk to myself really matters. My body can self heal. No matter what the doctors or static says, I believe what I believe. I believe Anita, Bruce, Joe and Peter.

I commit to loving myself. I commit to take things easy. All is well in my world. I’m realistic. I expect miracles. I can total heal myself. I refuse to let the doctor scare me. My body has the ability to self heal and it shows me over and over. I believe my body. I love my body.