Every time I visualised my twin and the man with me is Ben! Argh. When is he gonna leave my subconscious mind?

But anyway, it’s a good feeling and I like it.

I love visualise my husband and I holding our twins. I feel so happy.

Lots of negative thoughts throughout the day. The aim is to find out why and counter them. Coz those negative thoughts aren’t true and they keep me stuck. I know from my core that my man is out there. He’s just like me looking for his perfect match.

I can’t wait to meet him and have our twins!!

Why do I wanna change the job? Coz I don’t enjoy it anymore. I feel like I’ve reached the ceiling.

Are you doing anything? Yes I am. I’m looking for a job.

Do you wanna get a new job immediately. Yes. Why? Coz I don’t like my current one.

Can you hold on while you’re looking? I think I can.

I understand why people like Crashing landing on you. The man always wants to protect the woman. Listens to what she says.

Went dancing tonight and I was searching for him all night. Even before I went there, I smiled just think I might see him there. A bit silly really as he isn’t available. I ended up ask him to dance and I’m pretty pleased with myself. I love it when he touches me.

Nada.

I’m a nice person, I help, I donate.

I love myself unconditionally. Good or bad.

My strategy is ask if it’s true about those negative beliefs.

Who says I have to struggle to achieve things. I can have them with ease like when I buy my groceries, I don’t have to struggle. I walk into a supermarket and buy them. Simple as that.

Who said I’m not beautiful enough. My mum. It might be true for her but not true for me. If I’m not beautiful enough, are all my exes blind? All my male friends blind? They like me because I’m beautiful!

Who says I can’t find love. That stupid so call physic. Are you even sure she’s a physic. She’s just a lunatic. A true physic will only empower others. From now on, believe what Matt said, he said I’ll find love and I’ll have children.

Too tired to write.