Dreamt of god of death and today the news is about the death of Kobe Bryant. As I’m more in touch with my subconscious, my ability to predict death is back. I’m gonna embrace it this time.

I also dreamt of Japan. Not quite understand what my dream meant. Keep on practising dream time. One day it’ll all make sense.

I like men with warm eyes and smile. Unique personality. I’m working on being a woman warm eyes and smile.

Finally remembered part of my dream. I think my subconscious mind is slowly waking up as I hadn’t talked to her for a while.

I dreamt of Leeds Mayi. I think my subconscious is trying to tell me that I’m as good as her and if she has no trouble finding love, I shouldn’t have.

Subconscious, I want you to tell me where and how am I meeting my husband. I wanna have kids so please go to the universe and tell me the answer. Also, I want to remember my dream.

Thanks.

Was so mad at Arielle. She really is a little fucker.

Skipped my dancing class and went speed dating. Worst decision ever! The quality of men is so low that I couldn’t believe it. Lesson learnt. Never ever skip dancing class.

I left the speed dating half way as I was gonna explode. They had one extra girl anyway so I didn’t feel bad to leave. If the number was equal, I’d stay till the end.

Had a dream having sex with a handsome man. I hope he appears in real life. I really need sex. I want sex. But I want sex with a decent man, not just any man. I’ll meet him!

Said goodbye to a man as he expects sex on our first date. How stupid is that! He said he’s looking for life partner and I wonder how if all he wants is sex. I want sex too but I want it to be meaningful. Anyway, I feel it’s a test from my higher sex. To test how much I love and respect myself. I stand on my ground and believe I can find the man who respects me enough to wait!

My man exists. He’s also looking for me.

I love the friendship with Kate. We’re both single looking for love. Good influence.

Today’s animal is cat. I really need to be more curious about men. Today I ghosted a man coz he messaged way too much that I felt pressured. I couldn’t breathe so I unmatched him. Maybe I shouldn’t do that but I hope he could at least wait for my response before sending another message.

I want a man to respond to my message and vice versa. Not that he keeps sending messages while I do not reply.

My higher self told me to stop shutting men down. But I want high quality men!!!!!