Had a day off today to relax but not a relaxing day at all. Found leakage from my kitchen ceiling and the water damaged the kitchen cupboard. Called Body Corp and the builder and neither of them wanted to do anything! Talked to Albert and he advised me to take legal action if needed. I feel much better now as I felt like a bad person when I wanted to be firm. Went dancing Toni and I really didn’t wanna associate with some men. I don’t like dancing with them as they’re rough. Dancing can really tell a person.

Watched Cirque du Soleil today and was very impressed. Not wonder it’s world class circus. Well worth the money.

I saw Jerome and Johanna today. I’m a bit jealous. Johanna is beautiful, no wonder Jerome likes her. Then another voice told me, I’ll find a man that is for me. And he’ll think I’m beautiful. But first, I need to think of myself as beautiful.

I left the group last night and felt good. I’ve never needed anyone to keep me accountable for exercising. I just do it.

Had my first interview for an CN role. I was very nervous but I believe I did my best to answer the questions with my best knowledge. I hope I get the job as this job is out of my comfort zone. I wanna stretch my comfort zone.

Wrote to the three men and got one reply. See what happens.

Can’t remember my dream last night. Think I’ve been too tired. Spend too much time on social media when I could’ve slept or read. It’s like an addiction. I’m gonna stop the addiction. When do I wanna care other people’s lives?

Applied another two jobs with Queensland Health. At this stage, I just wanna practise my interview skills. Tomorrow is St. Vince hospital. I really want the job as it’ll look good on my resume and a great experience. I know I’m capable of doing the job. Believe it!

Dreamt of Jerome last night and I don’t understand why. I liked him but not anymore. What is my higher self trying to communicate with me? If Jerome and I are meant to be together, I’m ready for it. The universe will find a way to connect us.

Love my life. The relationship between me and Arielle is getting better. I find if I brush her hair before her dinner, she settles a lot and wouldn’t rush me so much.

Currently talking to two men. Both are lovely.

Can’t remember my dream as too tired.

Can’t remember my dream last night. I didn’t really ask any specific questions.

Went dancing tonight and caught up with Silvia and Arpan. I like them two. So funny. So easy to get along.

I dreamt of my daughter but I was putting gauze swan into her vagina! Very weird dream indeed. I feel I’m closer to seeing my children and I’m pretty happy about it.

Now talking to a new man aged 45. So far he seems nice. See how it goes.

Dreamt of Kristina Kuzmic and in South Africa where we can feed giraffes while eating breakfast! How interesting the dream was.

Had a call with Raeeka and I think I still didn’t believe that my husband and children exist and that’s why I haven’t seen them in my dream. I determine to believe that they exist and I’m meeting them soon.