Skipped the workshop today and went for the party. I decided to invite others to dance with me instead of sitting around. I had a great time.

I finally danced with the man I like. He asked for another song which made me happy. I also found out he’s attending Bossa but I didn’t quite get his name.

The only reason I like him is because his smile. His smile reminds me of Ben. He isn’t tall at all. I’m so weird sometimes I don’t understand myself.

Finally did our performance. My body basically just took over. I can’t remember if I did this move or that move. I think it was my subconscious mind doing all the moves.

After the performance, I still felt pretty shitty somehow. I thought I’d suddenly be popular and lots of people would invite me to dance but it wasn’t the case.

I saw the man I like. I so wanted to dance with him but seeing him dance with other girls made me nervous and inadequate. He’s such a good dancer. I’m gonna fail him.

So tired from all the training.

Thank you body for being healthy. Thank you thyroid for being healthy. Thank you breasts for being healthy.

Thanks my wonderful husband for taking care of twins so I can rest. He’s the sweetest!

Thanks thyroid for being healthy. Thanks breasts for being healthy. Thanks body for being healthy.

Thanks Gwen Yin for giving me a wonderful husband and adorable healthy twins. I’m feeling very blessed. I love my family.

Body, thank you for being healthy and clean.

Gwen-yin, thank you for my wonderful husband and adorable twins. I love them very much. My husband is so wonderful. We’re each other’s rock. We’ve built a wonderful family. His family is very supportive and see me as their own. I’m feeling incredibly lucky. Thank you.

Unmatched the man I wasn’t interested in and feel much better. I really don’t need to feel guilty as I don’t owe him anything.

It is what it is. I hope he finds a woman who finds him attractive.

Was planning to fast all day but I still ate!

Long day at work. Love my clean home.

Feeling pretty in my chronography costume! In the beginning, I didn’t think I’d be able to memorise the whole chronography but now I can. Practice makes perfect.