Still haven’t matched any high quality men. It’s ok though. My man haven’t signed up the dating app yet. In the meantime, I’m focusing on improving myself and enjoying my life as a carefree single lady.

Ollie finally stayed outside of his room for longer and explored further. Although he’s still very scared, he’s improved a lot.

In meditation, I had the fear coming up. What if he doesn’t exist? But he does. I’ll have twins with this man. He’s coming my way. I believe it just like I believe in Gwen Yin.

Watched About Time again and love it so much. I really deserve to be adored. I’m a wonderful and interesting woman.

I challenged myself today and did an IVAB infusion and I did a great job! So so happy with myself. It’s really not hard at all. I now can put it into my CV!

Ollie is finally comfortable of coming out for a wander. So happy for him.

I made myself very yummy dinner.

I could have eaten less.

Picked up Ollie. His previous owner was super upset but she made the decision.

Did a good job at work.

I could be more compassionate and patient.

What I’m doing right today is agreed to pick up Ollie. I do not blame the victim.

What I can do better is spent less time on social media.

I replied to Aaron saying I’d like to meet. I’m just gonna practice. I don’t care whatsoever as I’m not attracted to him anymore.

I love my life!

Had a lazy day home due to lockdown. I really like lockdown as I don’t need to make excuses staying home all day. Clyde is gone so the house is clean and quiet.

Clyde left. I’m happy for him. I love a clean house.

Said goodbye to a man as he doesn’t even live in Brisbane and he’s pretty sexually attracted to me. I felt a bit discouraged but I won’t give up. Listened to Dr. Joe Dispenza and I really like what he said. In order to be in love, I need to be love. I need to visualise my future and create the feeling of being in love so I don’t approach love from lacking but from whole.

I did a visualisation meditation on creating the feeling of love. My heart swelled. Also, I created the feeling of lump free! I feel so happy and at peace. If Dr. Joe Dispenza can do it, so can I!