Spoke to Wafaa and felt heaps better. However, I still don’t feel like going back to the dating apps. I’m not in the right place to date.

So tired. I’m glad that I gave myself a day off tomorrow.

I don’t wanna do it anymore.

I’m not writing anything.

I’m very impatient with men online especially when they’re very stupid! Don’t know what they’re doing. Have no intention finding love. Don’t ask quality questions. Just being lazy! I hate them hate them. Why are they so stupid? Why couldn’t they just go fuck themselves? They don’t deserve a woman like me! I’ve worked on myself for so long and have come to a really good place so I’m f course I deserve a quality man. Not just some headless borgan!

I’m a really good cat foster I realise. I’m really patient and really look after what they need.

I’m also a very good nurse. Very caring and professional. I think highly of myself.

I always feel very tired and sleepy after the treatment. I think my body is recovering and back to health. I can reverse anything.

I think highly of myself. I’m a very good foster carer. I’m a good friend. I help others when I can.

Today unmatched two men. Both of them I wasn’t interested at all. Sometimes I wonder why I talk to men I don’t find attractive. I’m trying to be more open minded but some of the conversations are just dead boring!

I think I need to trust my instincts more. If I don’t feel like talking to them, I don’t wanna force myself to talk to them. Life is too precious to waste on boring men!

Life is beautiful and enjoy every moment.