I’m very impatient with men online especially when they’re very stupid! Don’t know what they’re doing. Have no intention finding love. Don’t ask quality questions. Just being lazy! I hate them hate them. Why are they so stupid? Why couldn’t they just go fuck themselves? They don’t deserve a woman like me! I’ve worked on myself for so long and have come to a really good place so I’m f course I deserve a quality man. Not just some headless borgan!

I’m a really good cat foster I realise. I’m really patient and really look after what they need.

I’m also a very good nurse. Very caring and professional. I think highly of myself.

I always feel very tired and sleepy after the treatment. I think my body is recovering and back to health. I can reverse anything.

I think highly of myself. I’m a very good foster carer. I’m a good friend. I help others when I can.

Today unmatched two men. Both of them I wasn’t interested at all. Sometimes I wonder why I talk to men I don’t find attractive. I’m trying to be more open minded but some of the conversations are just dead boring!

I think I need to trust my instincts more. If I don’t feel like talking to them, I don’t wanna force myself to talk to them. Life is too precious to waste on boring men!

Life is beautiful and enjoy every moment.

I spent a lot of time on social media today! I’ll get better tomorrow.

Watched Soul today. Reminds me to enjoying every little moment. Let go of negative emotions as they’re not helping me at all. Be grateful for what I’m having now while pursuing the next thing.

I’m enjoying my job and lifestyle now but I know I can have it better. I’ve finally booked the cannulation course. Once I get the certificate, I’m gonna apply for HITH. At the same time, I’m gonna work as a nurse immuniser! The opportunity is endless!

I believe in myself. My life partner is waiting for me to build a family together.

My body is so sore today from the massage and acupuncture. I know it’s good for me.

I truly believe that there’s a man out there loves me as I am. And he’s good looking in my eyes.

I unmatched all the men on dating apps and started over. I’m more and more aware of what I want in a man!