Had terrible migraine. Gonna go to bed early.

Had a great day off. Loving my life.

Loving my life.

Feeling very good about myself.

I’m committing to communicate with men online with different approach. They’re all lovely. I’m an irresistible woman. I want to date!

I’m getting over myself. I wanna date. I wanna kiss a man. No matter what happens, I’ll be ok.

Today I was given the permission to cease my hyperthyroidism medication. It’s the day I was waiting for but when the doctor said it, I was actually scared! How stupid is that! I should feel happy that I’m able to stop the medication. I know my body can cope. I know I’ve grown a lot since I started taking the medication. Good timing as I think I’m ready for a husband and being pregnant!

I think of A a lot. I think I like it when he dances, he always makes sure the ladies are safe and have enough space. He never forces. He’s a gentleman. His smile really melts me. He’s so handsome!

Spent a day doing nothing. Said goodbye to the man on dating site as he showed no interest. I’m a bit annoyed but at the same time, glad let him go very early. It’s important that I find a man with intention.

Danced with that man. I still felt butterflies. I just love his smile. I want to know him more but what exactly do I want out of this? It’s a fantasy I imagine. He reminds me of Ben! So much. When am I gonna move on? He’s very nice and always very respectful. He makes sure that the ladies are safe. He never forces. He’s not the only man out there who has these qualities. I can meet one who is available and likes me.