Today I was given the permission to cease my hyperthyroidism medication. It’s the day I was waiting for but when the doctor said it, I was actually scared! How stupid is that! I should feel happy that I’m able to stop the medication. I know my body can cope. I know I’ve grown a lot since I started taking the medication. Good timing as I think I’m ready for a husband and being pregnant!

I think of A a lot. I think I like it when he dances, he always makes sure the ladies are safe and have enough space. He never forces. He’s a gentleman. His smile really melts me. He’s so handsome!

Spent a day doing nothing. Said goodbye to the man on dating site as he showed no interest. I’m a bit annoyed but at the same time, glad let him go very early. It’s important that I find a man with intention.

Danced with that man. I still felt butterflies. I just love his smile. I want to know him more but what exactly do I want out of this? It’s a fantasy I imagine. He reminds me of Ben! So much. When am I gonna move on? He’s very nice and always very respectful. He makes sure that the ladies are safe. He never forces. He’s not the only man out there who has these qualities. I can meet one who is available and likes me.

Didn’t wanna work on Sunday and my wish came true. Feeling so lucky to be happily single. My life is pretty amazing!

Said yes to Sunday shift and felt regrets as I really don’t wanna work this Sunday. I’m feeling a bit under the weather and should really rest. I’m gonna tell them tomorrow. My health is more important than money.

Really really want to sleep with this man. I really want to get it out of the way. He could have said no but at least I know the answer!

Had a good session with Raeeka. Really committed to myself in being grounded. Had a bad migraine at work which prompted me to decline a shift tomorrow. My health is more important.

Had a pretty good day. Got some time for an exploration during work which is why I love working in the community. I’ve also got a new job as a flu immuniser and I can’t wait to start. This is a seasonal job so I think it’ll be great when I start my astrology business. I’ve learnt so much about astrology and found it fascinating. I’m so glad that I decided to enrol into level 2.

Talking to two men and I’m more interested in one. Totally my type. I’m learning to collect data without any attachment. I don’t know if we’re gonna meet and I constantly check in with my expectations. I really wanna use my tools and be a better dater.

Can’t believe Sammi passed away. So young and so sudden. Life is so precious. No point worrying about things.

My life purpose is to observe my life. I observe my day today. I initially wanted to go out to meet people and signed up a meet up but pulled out the last minute coz I was lazy and didn’t wanna drink anything cold. I did what I originally planned which was to catch up my astrology class. I learnt that my Saturn is in Virgo and I’m learning to accept mistakes as they happen. Not too hard on myself.

Also, I finished the quiz for my new job and organised my super fund. I have increased my death funds and income protection fund.

I’m pretty happy with today.