Love can’t guarantee anything. Lots of lovely couples broke up. Jonna is now single. I remember watching her video gushing about how happy she is with her husband but now they’re no longer together.

I’ll be fine regardless. My life is pretty comfortable.

It’s got nothing to do with me. So what happened? My identity? I don’t believe that I’ll find him? My fear? I don’t know!

Ollie is so sweet it’s hard to let him go. But I must as I love fostering so much. I love caring for cats as they can’t speak for themselves.

I hope Ollie lives happier with his new owner.

What am I grateful for? Being healthy is one. Live in a free country. I have my freedom.

Do I wanna sign up inner circle. I actually don’t. I know if I don’t change myself, inner circle won’t do a damn thing. I must change my identity.

Sometimes I don’t understand myself. I feel down for no apparent reason. I think it’s probably hormonal.

Didn’t step out of my building at all. I cleaned the house and had a call with Raeeka. I criticised myself so much! It’s stopped me from doing things and moving forward. I don’t know if I’m a good enough astrologer but don’t forget I’m only new. Very new to the whole astrologer thing. I still have so much to learn but it is what it is. With time, I can get better.

Finished my second class of pronunciation and I’m pretty happy about it. I’m really gonna improve my pronunciation so people can understand me better.

I’m a woman who constantly works on herself. I’m good.

Thanks for loving me.

The builder came trying to find the leak but unsuccessful. I’m so over it. I know it’s not the end of the world but I really don’t want mould in my house. Should I move? But I don’t want to and don’t see the reason. I wanna be happy. Life is beautiful but I wanna share with someone. I don’t know what I want anymore. Do I actually want children. Am I gonna have children? I don’t know.

Ollie had his meet and greet and I love seeing how confident he has become. I like this young man and he seems like a good fit for Ollie. I’m a lovely person and I deserve love.