17/5/19 Day 73

I’m grateful for finishing work on time. I’m grateful for my hearing. I’m grateful for the Internet. I’m grateful for myself. I’m grateful for the clean apartment.

I’m talking to my SC tonight to guide me find my husband and fix the sore on my left buttock and dissolve the lump on my right breast.

16/5/19 Day 72

No fear. Be proud of yourself.

Be genuinely happy for your ladies. If they can do it, so can you!

The universe is watching over me and constantly giving me signs.

Every cloud has a silver lining.

None of the two men write back to me. Carry on to meet other men!

I’m grateful for a strong body. I’m grateful for the nice lady I met today. I’m grateful for having friends. I’m grateful for yummy dinner. I’m grateful for myself.

15/5/19 Day 71

I can do it. I can deal with it. I’m self assured.

I’m grateful for my ability to stay calm. I’m grateful for having four limbs. I’m grateful for my comfy bed. I’m grateful for myself. I’m grateful for my lavender oil.

14/5/19 Day 70

No fear!

I’m doing the right thing.

Good on me.

Proud of myself.

So I’ve talked to Raeeka this morning and decided to have another try for these two men.

Adam is keen.

Don’t know about Cameron.

What will be will be. I know I’ve done my best.

I’m grateful for my ability to juggle many things at work. I’m grateful for my able body. I’m grateful for yummy dinner. I’m grateful for myself. I’m grateful for the coaching call.

13/5/19 Day 69

I want you to stop comparing yourself to others. Everyone has different journey and their own path. Focus on your own.

You felt the vibration today while chanting. That’s good. That’s how it works. Chant to yourself. Feed yourself good vibrations.

A new match. Newly singled. Broke up because working too much and he is still working too much. Not a match. Should work on himself before going into another relationship. My priority now is my health and sleep.

I’m grateful for a good sleep in. I’m grateful for my Thermomix. I’m grateful for the abundance. I’m grateful for myself. I’m grateful for spending time alone.

12/5/19 Day 68

Went to my first kirtan meditation and I quite like it. I think it’ll become a regular thing.

The man online replied. Still very slow. I’m not sure if he’s interested. We’ll see.

I’m grateful for an easy work day. I’m grateful for my beautiful body. I’m grateful for living in Brisbane. I’m grateful for warm clothes. I’m grateful for my perfect eyesight.

11/5/19 Day 67

Watched The Avengers with Hannah and her friend. A good night out.

I’m grateful for an easy working day. I’m grateful for my able body. I’m grateful for being independent. I’m grateful for my reliable car. I’m grateful for having friends.

10/5/19 Day 66

I didn’t have the time or energy to write to the man online. Sometimes I wonder if he’s worth my time. But I really want to practise getting to know a man. Just being curious without attaching to the outcome. At the moment, I don’t care if we’re gonna meet or not. I’m just practising.

I’m grateful for being healthy. I’m grateful for my immune system. I’m grateful for my warm apartment. I’m grateful for having my own space. I’m grateful for finishing work on time.

9/5/19 Day 65

I saw Oliver again! I know where to find him now. He’s as cute as before. I love his smile. We didn’t get to dance much but I’m happy to see him again. I also saw Ron again. He’s nice too.

A man was totally checking me out coz when we hugged, he said I had flu shot today. I was surprised and said how do you know. He said coz he saw the band aid on my arm. It’s such a small band aid and my hair was probably covering it most time. So he must have been checking me out otherwise he wouldn’t notice it. Although I wasn’t attracted to him, it’s nice to know I’m attractive.

I’m grateful for a good dancing night. I’m grateful for my moving body. I’m grateful for finishing work on time. I’m grateful for a roof over my head. I’m grateful for being attractive.

8/5/19 Day 64

Oliver is very cute and I’d very much like to see him again. My habit brain took over again and told me men like me wouldn’t be interested in women like me. Coz I’m not attractive and beautiful enough. Who am I to say that! I’m perfectly attractive and beautiful enough coz the universe gave me this body and appearance to attract my husband. I brought all my features with me so we can recognise each other. I’m perfect!

I’m grateful for for myself! I’m grateful for my perfect body and beauty. I’m grateful for going to bed on time. I’m grateful for my yoga practice. I’m grateful for seeing Oliver again!