9/1/20

My darling

I’m just so happy to have you in my life. I knew when I met you that you’re going to be a great father and husband. I love our kids. I love our family. I love my life with you. Every time I think of you, my heart filled with love and happiness. I’m so happy that we found each other. We’re not perfect but we’re perfect for each other. I love your quirky and sense of humour. I love how you look at me, kiss me and cuddle me. Making love to you is my favourite. I love having you inside me. I love you for loving me.

8/1/20

Started watching Glee today and there’s lots of wisdoms in. I really really love and proud of myself. I honestly very look forward to seeing my man. He’s so close. I keep going keep going. I’ll get there one day.

6/1/20

Made oil rice today and really enjoyed it. I eat whatever I want. I just eat it in certain timeframe. I like to eat between 1200 and 1900. I feel my body is at its best when I eat in short window.

Had a phone call with Wafaa and it felt really good about myself. I love the feeling of lifting her up and of help. I think it’s my calling. Lifting others up.

5/1/20

Trust is earned. It is not given out freely.

I deserve to have a man desire me in a respectful way.

Hey Liz

How’ve you been? Today, my hubby, my son and my daughter went to a music festival to enjoy some music and relax. I love going to music festival with my family. My son asked for ice cream. My daughter asked for chocolate. We then came home and had dinner together. My hubby is a fantastic cook. I feel very spoilt by his cooking. He really loves and respects me. He also love our children very much. I feel very fortunate that I didn’t give up in finding love. I really believe that we belong to each other. Next year, we’re planning for a family holiday in Europe so we’ll visit you and your family. Can’t wait.

Love ya lots.

4/1/20

None of the men online wrote to me today. I reminded myself that dating is only a small fraction of my life. I have other things happening in my life. I have the deep desire to building a family with the right man. He exists and I’m closer to him than ever!

2/1/2020

Only when I’m happily single, I can be happily in a relationship. As there’s no guarantee in a relationship, I choose to be happy when single.

I did good today. Did my split stretch, my meditation and journaling.

I love journaling as it clears my mind.