Just think about I might see him on Sunday makes me smile!! He reminds me so much of Ben, especially his smile! They have the same smile!

Next time I see him, I’m gonna find out his name.

Had a good session with Raeeka. I’m sick of crying. I can do it!

Bought a new phone and got rid off my old computer. So very happy. I love getting rid off things. I also like getting rid off people!

Remember the feelings when I hold the twins. Have photos taken with the twins and my husband.

Let the negative thoughts go.

I have a twin. I can’t wait to meet them!

I like little white face!

Every time I visualised my twin and the man with me is Ben! Argh. When is he gonna leave my subconscious mind?

But anyway, it’s a good feeling and I like it.

I love visualise my husband and I holding our twins. I feel so happy.

Lots of negative thoughts throughout the day. The aim is to find out why and counter them. Coz those negative thoughts aren’t true and they keep me stuck. I know from my core that my man is out there. He’s just like me looking for his perfect match.

I can’t wait to meet him and have our twins!!

Why do I wanna change the job? Coz I don’t enjoy it anymore. I feel like I’ve reached the ceiling.

Are you doing anything? Yes I am. I’m looking for a job.

Do you wanna get a new job immediately. Yes. Why? Coz I don’t like my current one.

Can you hold on while you’re looking? I think I can.