Caught up with Hannah this afternoon and I really enjoyed it. She’s just a real sweetheart. Her new place looks amazing. So big.

Went dancing afterwards and I also enjoyed it. I find myself looking at good looking men and hoping they’ll ask me out. I couldn’t quite concentrate on dancing when my mind was all over the place.

I’m grateful for my able body. I’m grateful for yummy lunch. I’m grateful for my warm clothes. I’m grateful for my perfect eyesight. I’m grateful for myself.

I have been lazy as haven’t meditated for couple of days. I just wanna do other things to distract myself. I watched Crazy Rich Asians today and love it. I am so bloody proud of being an Asian. I’m special and unique.

I’m now talking to two men. I’m using entirely different approach to them than before. I focus on getting to know them and building the connections. So far I think I’m doing a good job as they both are keen to engage in the conversation.

I’m grateful for yummy food. I’m grateful for the Internet. I’m grateful for the yoga practice. I’m grateful for Thermomix. I’m grateful for the warm clothes.

Sadly I didn’t get any matches. Honestly I was surprised as I felt click with one of them. But ah well, maybe he isn’t open minded enough. Carry on dating.

I’m grateful for myself. I’m grateful for yummy dinner. I’m grateful for my apartment. I’m grateful for the universe. I’m grateful for my body.

Went to a speed dating tonight and I really enjoyed it. I ticked three men and I feel two of them would match me. We will see.

I’m grateful for myself for going out despite the cold. I’m grateful for having a good day. I’m grateful for my healthy body. I’m grateful for my apartment. I’m grateful for my higher self.

Yesterday I hid the man’s stuff away so I don’t see it and now my back pain is gone! How amazing it that. Out of sight out of mind. I think I was pushing myself too much. I’m gonna relax now. So what I haven’t got a date for a while. I’m doing fine my own way. I’ll find my man my way.

Yesterday I was thinking about I wanna go to Iceland again. When I opened my Facebook, I saw an article mention about Iceland. Today at training, a lady sat in front of me have a water bottle says Icelandic water! Universe is really listening to me. Maybe I’ll have an Icelandic husband. That’d be nice. I love you universe. Thanks for being so nice to me.

I’m grateful for the universe. I’m grateful for a good movie. I’m grateful for my pain free back. I’m grateful for myself. I’m grateful for a good day.

My left upper back is so sore. I think it’s from the stress of creating space for my man. Whenever I open my bathroom cabinet, I saw all the stuff I bought for my man, it reminds me of when I stayed in Carnarvon in a single room. One day I opened the door, I saw all the stuff belongs to Arne in my room. I still remember the shock and annoyance. I wasn’t prepared for him to move in! I need to remind myself that I’m now in control of whether I let a man move in or not. I suddenly understand why when a man sees a woman leaving their personal belongings at his home, he gets annoyed. Because it’s unannounced. He isn’t prepared for it!

I’m grateful for a good session with Raeeka. I’m grateful for a good working day. I’m grateful for my ability at work. I’m grateful for being healthy. I’m grateful for podcasts.

Was so sore especially on my upper back. I think it comes from the frustration that up until now, I wasn’t able to get much date. I wonder what blocks it. Hopefully I’ll find out tomorrow with Raeeka.

I’m grateful for a good yoga session. I’m grateful for beetroot latte. I’m grateful for my Thermomix. I’m grateful for my internet. I’m grateful for the warmth in my apartment.

I was given a box of chocolate from my client. She said she loves all nurses but I am exceptional. I’m very touched though I didn’t think I’ve done anything extra for her. I must admit I have this nasty thought coming up that she said this to every nurse! Argh! Why did I have to have this thought?! Why couldn’t I just think that’s right, I’m bloody exceptional! My habit brain is so nasty. I’m gonna change it.

I’m grateful for a good working day. I’m grateful for my colleagues. I’m grateful for my clients. I’m grateful for the chanting tonight. I’m grateful for myself.

I finally bought some stuff for my man. A shaver, shave cream and after shave cream. I choose good quality ones just like what I’d do for myself. I also cleared out some space in my wardrobe for my man. I noticed once I bought the stuff, I’m a lot more committed to finding him. I identify myself as a quality woman who easily attracts quality men.

I’m grateful for having a good working day. I’m grateful for my healing ability. I’m grateful for my body. I’m grateful for going to bed on time. I’m grateful for my SC.

Opened Facebook and saw some good news from my irresistible women group. I couldn’t help but feel a bit jealous. It’s stupid really as she’s worked very hard. I find I have this tendency to think she didn’t choose a very quality man but really, what do I know?! I don’t know her and maybe he’s a quality man. It’s my ego talking. I now choose to look at it as a sign that if she can do it, so can I.

I’m grateful for my SC. I’m grateful for a clean apartment. I’m grateful for my strong body. I’m grateful for my hearing. I’m grateful for myself.