A man purposed for BWF. I said no and he tried to persuade me. How funny! It means I’m sexually attractive.

I decided to ask Guan Yin for help after watching Anita. Guan Yin asked if I’m ready for my husband and children. I said I’m ready although a bit anxious and scared. I believe having a family is like most things in my life, I’ll find a way to deal with conflicts. I’ll find a way to adapt into a new life. I’m ready.

I feel defeated as I’ve been ghosted over and over. I’m so over it and really wanna give up. How many ghosting do I have to endure before my man comes along. What are you trying to teach me higher self? To have an unshakable belief that I’m lovable. To overcome the fear of abandonment. Why do I wanna feel defeated over those cowardly men. If they have no courage telling me that we’re not a match, they won’t be a good life partner. I knew I had done the same thing before ghosting others. I won’t do it again. It’s a horrible feeling being ghosted.

So what if the men decided to ghost me? It says more about them than me. I want a partner who is brave and committed. I want him to stick around instead of running away when things get hard coz they will.

I’ll see him! I know it. I do this for myself. My future self will love me. My future self depends on me. I can do it.

Remember my worth.

I’m a good woman. I’m committed. I’m supportive. I’m grounded. I can bring love to the family.

Don’t worry. Be happy.

Everything is gonna be alright.

Every thing is gonna be alright.

I’m glad I finished all dives. I’m proud of myself.

I survived.

Believe in myself.

So tired. Can’t think of anything to write.

I’m supported by the universe.

I’m worthy of love.