Still feel incredibly sad when meditate. I do miss Mum, my family and Taiwan. This trip really resolved some of my resentment towards Mum. I have the urge wanting to move back home but I know it’s not a smart move. My life is here and I like it here. I just need to find my family here. I’m going to start growing roots here.

Mum loves you a lot. Accept her love. You see your old self in her means you’ve improved. It only means you’ve improved. It doesn’t mean you’re right and she’s wrong. Accept other people’s love for you. They do it because they want to. They feel good doing it. It doesn’t mean anything about who you are. You’re very lucky. You have had a lot of help along the way. Trust your higher self, when the timing is right, the opportunities will present themselves. All you have to do is accept the love from others.

When others choose to struggle or repeat the same mistakes, in their world, it’s the right choice. Maybe not right in your world but in their world, it’s right, so let them be. Do not judge them. Just be there for them. Have more compassion.

You can always count on me and come talk to me. I’m right where you are. I’m in your heart. Come talk to me and you’ll see me. I’m always here loving you.