Watched the video of George Floyd and I really cried. No one should be treated that way.

I feel no attraction whatsoever towards Alex. He’s a nice person. Very kind, thoughtful and respectful. But I have absolutely no desire seeing him again. There’s nothing wrong with him. It’s just not a match.

I don’t feel bad or guilty as I know I’ve done a good job with him. I was kind and engaging. I just didn’t feel anything. I also didn’t want him to touch me.

I was so scared and anxious prior to meeting him coz what if I don’t find him attractive. Well, nothing happened when I don’t find him attractive. Life goes on. I still had nice dinner. I worried way too much. I’m glad I met him so soon so I don’t waste my time. Funny thing is the pain on my left shoulder blade disappeared as soon as I realise we’re not a match. My body is so wise! She’s never lied to me. I’m so in tune with my body now and it feels pretty good.

I also feel that I’m so close to finding my man. I can feel his presence.

Everything works out perfectly. Don’t worry. What is mine will not be taken away.

Chatted with Alex over the phone today and it was very enjoyable. I was so nervous prior that I forgot to put rice in my dinner. He sounds like a very nice man. Very respectful which I like.

It’s totally normal that he likes me!

I can do it. I have a lot to offer. I have tools.

Thanks to myself liking Iain that I started hiking hiking and exercising.

Met a lovely man online! Keep reminding myself to stay grounded and present. Collecting datas. Do not jump ahead.

Really listen to my body. I had strong reaction when I saw this man reply to me. I wasn’t interested in him and he showed me who he is. We’re not a match.

Find good in them.

Work from the vision. I’m an irresistible woman.

Very lucky!