I want the love between Jamie and Claire but I also know it’s not real.

Started dancing class today and I absolutely love it. Dancing really makes me so happy.

I’m still a bit worried about not getting any interviews. Don’t know what happens as I’m a very good nurse. What is mine will always be mine. It’s the time for me to rest. I do feel my body is gaining strength and my skin is getting better. I’m so sure that my next job will have to be part time.

Very very lucky today. I’m well looked after.

I’m an irresistible woman!

Focus on what I have. I have a comfortable life. I have money. I have water and electricity.

Enjoy my life now as I’ll get busy very soon. Enjoy it while I can.

Nothing to write.

I’m grateful for my comfy bed. I’m grateful for my younger self for buying a unit so now I live comfortably. My future self thanks my now self for not giving up on finding my husband. He’s so close.

Really love myself. I deserve to have a man who can’t wait to see me.

Chatted with a man while bush walking. Really proud of myself!

Heard nothing from Ryan. Was disappointed with him but then I saw what Peter Crone said really resonates with me. If I were him, I’d be behaving in exactly the same way.

I don’t know him well but I guess he just doesn’t know better. I now have all the compassion for him. I really wish he finds what he’s looking for.