Focus on what I have. I have a comfortable life. I have money. I have water and electricity.

Enjoy my life now as I’ll get busy very soon. Enjoy it while I can.

Nothing to write.

I’m grateful for my comfy bed. I’m grateful for my younger self for buying a unit so now I live comfortably. My future self thanks my now self for not giving up on finding my husband. He’s so close.

Really love myself. I deserve to have a man who can’t wait to see me.

Chatted with a man while bush walking. Really proud of myself!

Heard nothing from Ryan. Was disappointed with him but then I saw what Peter Crone said really resonates with me. If I were him, I’d be behaving in exactly the same way.

I don’t know him well but I guess he just doesn’t know better. I now have all the compassion for him. I really wish he finds what he’s looking for.

I don’t know why I have muscle spasms on my chest and back. Never happened before. It’s super painful. I don’t wanna take any painkillers so I went to have a massage today and felt much better. The pain is still there.

Maybe maybe heart is about to open? I don’t like the feeling. I think I’m sick as I also feel very sensitive all over my body. Just need some rest. My body has the power to heal everything.

I texted Ryan this morning. I got over my ego but at the same time, I don’t wanna chase him. I want him to come to me eventually. I don’t know if I like him romantically but I know I’m curious about him.

Get over my ego and just reach out. I’ve got nothing to lose.

Had high tea with Vivian and really enjoyed it. I loved dress up and look pretty.

Went to a house party this evening and had a few dances! Gosh! I love dancing so much. Dancing makes me so happy. I love having a community.