6/4/22

My mood went up and down today and I believe it’s got something to do with my hormones. When I’m happy, I stop sweating. When I’m irritated, I couldn’t stop sweating. Need to find a way to stabilise my mood.

5/4/22

Let’s be honest. I don’t find him attractive at all and I don’t wanna get to know him. Why? Because he’s not my type and that’s ok as I’m not everyone’s type. Why do I feel bad for telling him. Because at least he’s talking to me. But it feels so sad. I’m talking to him because I have no one else. It’s not a kind way to keep talking to him.

The kind way is telling him the truth and wish him the best. I talk to men whom I really wanna get to know.

3/4/22

I assume that my man exists and he’s also looking for me. I assume that we’re building a loving family together. I’m happy and can’t wait to see him. I know I’ll know who he is when I meet him. I have Gwen In guiding me. I’m protected and loved.

1/4/22

Binged watched Bridgerton and loved it. I know it’s only a show and that kind of love is very unhealthy in real life but it’s just lovely to watch it. The passion and obsession. Anyhow, I want a steady and loving relationship.