I’ve grown a lot! I very quickly moved my attention and refused to be blamed. It’s not my problem that he chose to misinterpret my sentences. All is well. I’m a high value woman and deserve to have a high value man.

I’m so glad that I didn’t die. I got to experience so much in life and contribute to the society.

The vivid undesirable dreams are my deepest sadness. I think it’s a good thing to let them surface and let them go.

I love myself. I don’t need to take anyone’s advice if I don’t want to. I don’t need to forgive anyone if I don’t want to. Do what feels good. I can move on whenever I want.

I can find my man. I just have to be patient and carry on. He exists.

Which one feels better and peaceful?

Staying peaceful with my thyroid. Manage my emotions. Plenty of rest. I’ll have a chance of heal it and off medication.

Go under the knife. Guarantee a lifelong medication.

My hyperthyroidism started when I thought I should have died instead of my dad so no one would be so sad.

It’s a ridiculous thought. I’m valuable and I know when I die, many people will be very sad. I deserve to live a happy life. I value myself. I am my own harbour. I can cure my hyperthyroidism by loving myself. All of me.