I work from safe attachment style not toward. What a safe attachment style woman would do when a man said how are you? She’d respond with kindness and see how he responds.

My life is pretty amazing. I intend to have a life partner to share this amazing life with.

Used points to book my first business class to Tokyo and back! Super duper excited. I love going to Japan. Gonna be so much fun!

Is it easy to make friends in England? It’s a weird question. It’s not about whether it’s easy to make friends in English, it’s about if it’s easy for you to make friends.

Been feeling really tired my body is very sore. I need rest plenty of rest. I need to listen to my body. My body is telling me to rest and I would do exactly that.

I really hate it when people don’t respect me boundary especially after I ignored them for so many times. They should just fuck off.

My body needs resting so I’m gonna rest till the soreness is gone. I love you.

I think I’ve worked out too much. My body is very tired and sore. I want to cry. What did I put myself in such a state? I did the meditation for my inner child, and I think she’s tired too. And one of the man from Bumble replied and I didn’t like itso I unmatched him straight away. I felt a bit guilty. But I told myself I want a high-quality man. Even just for dating, I want to date high-quality men. I need to be ruthlessly selective. I want to be selective because I deserve high-quality men. I’m a high-quality woman.

Today I did a meditation for inner child and I felt great. In the beginning, I could see my inner child was in a storm crying. I changed the weather for her and built shelter for her and gave her lots of hugs and love and she was happy again. I also felt my mood has lifted. I really need to care of my inner child so I can be happy. When I’m happy she’s happy. When she’s happy I’m happy. And I went on Bumble and matched with two men. I’m looking forward to connecting and dating men.

I’m just feeling a bit sad about how lonely I am. I did my best to go to the Meetup event and then I went home straight away because I didn’t know where everyone was and then no one told me where they were. I know I need to do something about it but I don’t know how cause I’m always doing things alone. I’m so used to it. I want to connect to people to people I like I want to have a life partner to have someone to come home to, to hug, to sleep and to kiss. When am I gonna find him?

I don’t think finding my life partner is gonna fix everything because I can feel lonely in the relationship. And what am I gonna do then. I need to take care of my inner child cuz she is lonely and that’s why I am lonely.

Why is my inner child lonely because I haven’t been paying attention to her. What does she want? She wants my love. She wants my attention.

I really don’t like to go to the pub. I’m more of a outdoor person I like to go hiking, go for walk in the daytime. Today I went to a pub and I didn’t like it cos I like to see people who are sober. I enjoy a deep meaningful conversation. I want to honour what I want.

Be kind. Be curious. You’re not going to marry him!