My body prepares baby making on time every month. If I mean to have children, I welcome them. If I don’t mean to have children, I make peace. You know what’s best for me. Before I meet my life partner, I don’t make babies.

I’ve finally given my inner child something to hold on while I’m busy. It feels great. Now I don’t have to feel guilty or frustrated when I’m unavailable.

I’m lovable the way I am. I don’t have to change anything. I can certainly better myself but I’m already good enough.

I’m surprised to bring out my three year old inner child as she’s never shown up. Me being locked up feels surreal. Is it true or my imagination? It must be true or it wouldn’t show up in my subconscious mind. I just completely forgot about it. My subconscious is a know it all.