I’ve decided to trust the universe and myself that I made the absolute right decision! I’m trust all the time. Not just when I want to. All the time!

Yahoo! Finally HITH job opens. This job is mine! Mine! Perfect timing. I can’t wait to start working.

I know exactly what I want. He exists. I just have to be patient. There’s many good men out there.

Everything is working for my highest good. I’m exactly where I need to be. All is well in my world.

I can smell my twin! I can feel my husband’s presence. I can’t wait to meet my family!

Have my period today and it’s super heavy. I’m lucky I’ve never had period cramp in my life and I’m not planning on having any. I just feel a bit swollen in my tummy area. Tomorrow is gonna be good.

I’m so looking forward to meeting my twin and my husband!

I enjoy working at St. Vincent’s hospital palliative unit. I’m a great nurse and I can get a job easily and effortlessly.

Talked to Patty yesterday and really wanted to quit my job. I told her the job is dragging me down and I can’t fly. I was surprised that those words just came out of my mouth.

So this morning, I asked the angle if I should quit my job. A simple yes answer. Then I asked Gwen Yin, the answer was also yes. So I called and gave my notice. I honestly was feeling very scared. Nicole asked if I have anything waiting, I said no. She asked me to think about it but I know although I’m scared, it’s the right thing to do. I’ve been doing this job for more than four years and it’s getting worse. I was anxious the whole afternoon. Unable to concentrate. Just checking social media all the time trying to distract myself. I was scared coz there’s no job lining up. Although I know I can easily get a casual job, it just feels uneasy. Feel like I lost my safety net, even thought the safety net is dragging me down.

I know that I’ll be just fine. I have nice savings. I can still pay my mortgage. But why was I so anxious. It’s my old habit brain. Every time I’m stepping out of my comfort zone, I think about it excessively. I really wanna change the old habits. I’m a very competent nurse. I can do anything.

Also, the man I was talking to and having good connections just told me he has two sons. Very annoying indeed. Why couldn’t they just be honest and put it in their profile? I’m gonna stop all my expectations regardless how strong the connections are. I’m not interested in becoming a step mum. I’m more interested in building a family with a man and have our twin together.

I really wanna quit my job so I can get a new one with higher pay!!