I now know what I want. A man knows what he wants and is willing to work on himself.

Love eating with someone. I want a partner.

I’m repeating the patterns!

Love myself!

I’m a brilliant nurse!

Started harmony again and there’re many new tracks. I did a new one for self love and found out it’s similar to metta meditation. I didn’t particularly like it as I find it hard to give warmth to someone who hurt me. They can get warmth from elsewhere but not from me.

Was talking to a man and very quickly found out he’s here to learn English. I immediately unmatched him. I do not want to date any bloody language learners! I hate them! I do not want to help them improve their English. I wanna find a life partner. Why are they on dating site? Well, they have every right on any bloody site.

Sometimes I feel myself being very ruthless when unmatch men. I did it very quick. I sometimes feel bad but I need to remind myself that my goal is clear, when they’re not a match, there’s really no point dwell on it. Just like Debbie and Matthew said, sometimes I need to be ruthless so I can find my life partner. I don’t know those men and they don’t know me. I owe them nothing. Men also unmatch me out of blue and I feel nothing. I just carry on with my life.

My life partner is also looking for me. We’ll recognise each other.

Everything is gonna be alright.

Reduce my stress. Stop thinking about the future. What will come will come.

Everything is gonna be alright!

I’m really proud of myself for helping Tina become a really confident cat!