What life wants from me?

It wants me to be happy. It wants me to not give up on finding love. It wants me to have a loving family.

I have resentment over my current situation. I’m know I’m very lucky that financially, I don’t have to worry about it, I just hope I can get the job I truly want. HITH. It’s my next desire step. Not the bloody under 30 dollars an hour GP practice. I’m an experienced nurse and I deserve to get paid well.

I’m grateful for having money.

I’m grateful for my reliable car.

I’m grateful for my health.

I’m grateful for myself.

I’m truly awesome!

Love dancing so much!

Love myself. I’m worth it.

Had a job interview today and I really am not happy with the pay. So bloody low. The only thing I wanted is the immunisation part. And I need to pay toll to and back from work. I think it’s a horrible deal. I told myself that I’m only gonna work there for three months and I’m out. To learn the skills.

I’ll see what happens with oz care.

Saw many whales on whale watching, feeling very lucky. Afterward, I went to Bam Bam for lunch and then rainforest in Burleigh head national park. Ended the day with a walk on the beach. A beautiful day that I created for myself.

A relationship with openness. A relationship with kindness. I deserve it.

Be more intentional about who I’m picking. I’m not giving up.

Great party with lovely people. Love the community. I’m well liked.