Be kind. What do I want? I want to have a partner. I want to rule men in. I want to build a family. Do what I want.

I’m not a quitter. I simply don’t give up. I’ll meet you!

Dream of Ben is dead. Why? Why did he appear in my dream again? I hadn’t thought of him for a really long time. I know he’ll always in my subconscious mind but why all of the sudden? And dead? I don’t understand.

Learning to trust my body’s ability to self heal. It’s totally possible. Look at Jim. He healed himself. If he can do it, so can I.

I wanna have a big poo!

A win. Noticed I self pity and set boundary immediately. Moved my attention to how lucky I am.

Improvement noted. When someone said I’m quiet and shy, I didn’t take it personally. I refused to be judged by someone who doesn’t even know me. A win!

Said goodbye to that boring man. Happy!

Life is good.

My mood went up and down today and I believe it’s got something to do with my hormones. When I’m happy, I stop sweating. When I’m irritated, I couldn’t stop sweating. Need to find a way to stabilise my mood.