Author: Jamie

Asian lady finding love within.

I’ve finally given my inner child something to hold on while I’m busy. It feels great. Now I don’t have to feel guilty or frustrated when I’m unavailable.

I’m lovable the way I am. I don’t have to change anything. I can certainly better myself but I’m already good enough.

I’m surprised to bring out my three year old inner child as she’s never shown up. Me being locked up feels surreal. Is it true or my imagination? It must be true or it wouldn’t show up in my subconscious mind. I just completely forgot about it. My subconscious is a know it all.

I’ve grown a lot! I very quickly moved my attention and refused to be blamed. It’s not my problem that he chose to misinterpret my sentences. All is well. I’m a high value woman and deserve to have a high value man.

I’m so glad that I didn’t die. I got to experience so much in life and contribute to the society.

The vivid undesirable dreams are my deepest sadness. I think it’s a good thing to let them surface and let them go.

I love myself. I don’t need to take anyone’s advice if I don’t want to. I don’t need to forgive anyone if I don’t want to. Do what feels good. I can move on whenever I want.

I can find my man. I just have to be patient and carry on. He exists.

Which one feels better and peaceful?

Staying peaceful with my thyroid. Manage my emotions. Plenty of rest. I’ll have a chance of heal it and off medication.

Go under the knife. Guarantee a lifelong medication.

My hyperthyroidism started when I thought I should have died instead of my dad so no one would be so sad.

It’s a ridiculous thought. I’m valuable and I know when I die, many people will be very sad. I deserve to live a happy life. I value myself. I am my own harbour. I can cure my hyperthyroidism by loving myself. All of me.