6/6/19 Day 93

I’m irresistible no matter what.

I know my worth and believe in it.

I love myself.

I’m grateful for a good movie. I’m grateful for a warmer day. I’m grateful for having my own apartment. I’m grateful for being beautiful. I’m grateful for myself.

5/6/19 Day 92

I’m so irresistible. I’m quality.

I texted Nash this evening and I feel very empowered. I take control of my love life. Regardless what happens, I now know that I won’t regret this decision at my death bed.

I’m grateful for a good shift. I’m grateful for myself. I’m grateful for my higher self. I’m grateful for the warm doona. I’m grateful for a good book.

3/6/19 Day 90

I keep meeting people and talking to people regardless.

Not everyone is my match. I only need one man.

Keep being my irresistible self.

I can do it!!

I’m grateful for a fabulous massage. I’m grateful for myself. I’m grateful for my kitchen. I’m grateful for living in Brisbane. I’m grateful for being healthy.

2/6/19 Day 89

Caught up with Hannah this afternoon and I really enjoyed it. She’s just a real sweetheart. Her new place looks amazing. So big.

Went dancing afterwards and I also enjoyed it. I find myself looking at good looking men and hoping they’ll ask me out. I couldn’t quite concentrate on dancing when my mind was all over the place.

I’m grateful for my able body. I’m grateful for yummy lunch. I’m grateful for my warm clothes. I’m grateful for my perfect eyesight. I’m grateful for myself.

1/6/19 Day 88

I have been lazy as haven’t meditated for couple of days. I just wanna do other things to distract myself. I watched Crazy Rich Asians today and love it. I am so bloody proud of being an Asian. I’m special and unique.

I’m now talking to two men. I’m using entirely different approach to them than before. I focus on getting to know them and building the connections. So far I think I’m doing a good job as they both are keen to engage in the conversation.

I’m grateful for yummy food. I’m grateful for the Internet. I’m grateful for the yoga practice. I’m grateful for Thermomix. I’m grateful for the warm clothes.

31/5/19 Day 87

Sadly I didn’t get any matches. Honestly I was surprised as I felt click with one of them. But ah well, maybe he isn’t open minded enough. Carry on dating.

I’m grateful for myself. I’m grateful for yummy dinner. I’m grateful for my apartment. I’m grateful for the universe. I’m grateful for my body.

30/5/19 Day 86

Went to a speed dating tonight and I really enjoyed it. I ticked three men and I feel two of them would match me. We will see.

I’m grateful for myself for going out despite the cold. I’m grateful for having a good day. I’m grateful for my healthy body. I’m grateful for my apartment. I’m grateful for my higher self.

29/5/19 Day 85

Yesterday I hid the man’s stuff away so I don’t see it and now my back pain is gone! How amazing it that. Out of sight out of mind. I think I was pushing myself too much. I’m gonna relax now. So what I haven’t got a date for a while. I’m doing fine my own way. I’ll find my man my way.

Yesterday I was thinking about I wanna go to Iceland again. When I opened my Facebook, I saw an article mention about Iceland. Today at training, a lady sat in front of me have a water bottle says Icelandic water! Universe is really listening to me. Maybe I’ll have an Icelandic husband. That’d be nice. I love you universe. Thanks for being so nice to me.

I’m grateful for the universe. I’m grateful for a good movie. I’m grateful for my pain free back. I’m grateful for myself. I’m grateful for a good day.

28/5/19 Day 84

My left upper back is so sore. I think it’s from the stress of creating space for my man. Whenever I open my bathroom cabinet, I saw all the stuff I bought for my man, it reminds me of when I stayed in Carnarvon in a single room. One day I opened the door, I saw all the stuff belongs to Arne in my room. I still remember the shock and annoyance. I wasn’t prepared for him to move in! I need to remind myself that I’m now in control of whether I let a man move in or not. I suddenly understand why when a man sees a woman leaving their personal belongings at his home, he gets annoyed. Because it’s unannounced. He isn’t prepared for it!

I’m grateful for a good session with Raeeka. I’m grateful for a good working day. I’m grateful for my ability at work. I’m grateful for being healthy. I’m grateful for podcasts.