I really enjoy getting to know Aaron. I’ve told him quite a bit about myself as it felt right. I also accepted the dinner date as our first date. He organised the place and booked a table. I feel very special but also weird. I think I’m not used to being looked after.
I really like what I’ve known about him at this stage. In the back of my head, I have this little voice telling me what if I don’t find him attractive. But what if I do! I’m checking in with myself constantly. Staying at the moment and enjoying the butterflies.
Daniel dropped off. He didn’t make much effort towards the end despite me trying to save the conversation. James also started to fade away. He has said several times would like to meet but no action.
I remind myself that they two are not a match and it’s got nothing to do with me.