Starting my mini holiday and I felt miserable. I keep comparing this accommodation to the previous one. I just love the previous one so much that I feel this one is a bit of let down. I want to be grateful that stay in the moment but my mind keeps wishing that I was back to the previous accommodation. Why couldn’t I just be happy for what I have?
Also, I’m really not sure if I wanna keep learning dancing. I feel like I’ve reached to a point where I wanna try something new. Something entirely different.
Dancing used to make me so happy but not anymore. I keep comparing myself to others and my inner voice keeps saying that no one wants to dance with me. They only say yes because they feel sorry for me. But really, what do I know. I’m not a mind reader and I’ve been making all these thoughts up.
Also, why do I care those who don’t wanna dance with me. Coz there’s people who want to dance with me.
I guess because I feel sorry for the people I don’t wanna dance with.
Anyway, dancing doesn’t make me happy anymore. I think it’s time to part ways.
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