14/2/20

Today wasn’t my day. Scratched the company car again despite being very careful. Very annoyed with myself. Then came home found out another leaking in spare bedroom. Mould was already there. So pissed off with that bloody Louw. Useless piece of shit. I hate him!!!

After a good cry, I felt much better. I still cooked my dinner and prepared lunch while crying. Pretty proud of myself as I’d usually not eat at all. Had a chat with Krys afterwards. I have friends. Raeeka tried to help with use tools but I wasn’t in the mood at all. I just wanted to cry and felt sorry for myself. I don’t wanna use any fucking tools.

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