8/2/20

I feel very alone. I hate it when the ceiling is leaking water as I don’t feel safe. I feel that I have no one to talk to. I constantly want to talk to someone. I feel I’m nagging a lot. I don’t like my job anymore. I hate the management. I hate it that I didn’t get that job with St. Vincent’s. I hate it that I can’t work in the ward in St. Vincent’s. I feel so behind. What exactly do I want for my life? I wanna study Ayurveda but I’m putting it off. I feel like I work do much for what? I hate online dating. I hate those boring men. I hate it when I’m not heard. I don’t know what I want. I want children and this is sure.