I’m so sore all over especially my jaws. Just taking it easy today.
Went have hot pot with Vivian and Penny and surprisingly, I had a good time. Penny is actually very nice. I think it’s also because I’m a lot more relaxed now. People can always surprise me in good ways.
Started chatting with a new man.
Zac- a head chef in fancy restaurant. Recently single. Not looking for anything serious. Normally I wouldn’t match with men says that in profile but somehow I swiped right on him. He did initiated the conversation which is good. When I responded with no follow up questions, he actually came up with a questions. We had a nice chat and he quickly asked if I have time to meet. I thought about tomorrow but then I thought, why the rush! I said Monday and he agreed.
I googled him and found his ex is very very different from me! My habit brain started to have a party. I shut her up and said there’s a reason they broke up. There’s a reason he swiped right on me and initiated the conversation. I’m who I am and there’s no point comparing myself to this woman I don’t know. And I’m dating for growth anyway.
I’m grateful for myself. I’m grateful for Vivian and Penny. I’m grateful for my body’s healing power. I’m grateful for the Internet. I’m grateful for a warm apartment.
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