Went to another dive and I was still nervous although less than last time. Just need more practice. I noticed all the symptoms of dry mouth and drowsy are caused by my motion sickness tablet! The tablet stop motion sickness true but it makes my diving experience less enjoyable. Need to find a new one to tackle my motion sickness without all the side effects.
After dive, I went to the famous Bam Bam bakery to have brunch. It is nice but I wouldn’t drive all the way just to eat there. I think I’m now less interested in spending money on eating but more interesting in socialising.
After I got home, I had a quick nap then went out again to dance. I notice if it’s something I really like, I’ll do it regardless. I was so tired after the dive but I still went dancing. I’m proud of myself!
I think up until now, I haven’t found any fun in dating and that’s why I couldn’t commit to it. Yoga, diving or dancing make me feel very good. I love the feeling after doing these activities. But dating, I sometimes felt shitty after a date. Maybe because I focused too much on whether this man is going to be my husband. I am going to start to enjoy the ride of getting to know someone. Not thinking about the outcome.
I ask my SC tonight to dissolve the lump and guide me find my husband.
I’m grateful for my strong body. I’m grateful for my reliable car. I’m grateful for my SC. I’m grateful for the dance tonight. I’m grateful for a good night sleep.
Journey to finding love within 