I think of Ben again and miss him very much! Missed me so much that I cried. Argh! I don’t understand. In my mind, I had this dialogue between me and him that he’s coming back to me when he’s ready. I feel the connection still there. Is it only my wishful thinking? I have no way to find out. I just miss him very much.
Today I caught up with Rachel and really enjoyed it. I think I love myself more and more. And I’m more honest with myself.
I’m grateful for a relaxing day. I’m grateful for catching up with Rachel. I’m grateful for the book I’m reading. I’m grateful for missing Ben. I’m grateful for Ben being my husband.
Journey to finding love within 