I’m manifesting my children and my husband.
I’m worthy of a great relationship.
Caught up with a friend and she told me she’s pregnant. I had mix feelings. She’s always said she doesn’t wanna have children. She drinks and parties a lot. She didn’t think she’d get pregnant due to her health condition but she did. The father is her housemate whom she doesn’t love at all. They had sex for fun. Now they decided to stick together for the sake of their children.
My mixed feeling is that I want chicken but I don’t have a partner yet. I want my children to have a good father whom I love. I want my children to grow up in a loving environment. I’m jealous of her having a child. But at the same time, I don’t want what she has, a partner she doesn’t love and 13 years her junior. He came to Australia on a student visa but actually works here.
I wanna turn my jealousy around. I don’t wanna feel jealous as her current situation isn’t what I want. But who am I to say. The bright side is if she can get pregnant, I can too.
It is my birthright to have children with a loving husband!
I’m grateful for myself. I’m grateful for the universe. I’m grateful for my healthy body. I’m grateful for my children and husband. I’m grateful for my family.
Journey to finding love within 