I dreamt of Ben again. Argh, I was so annoyed. I don’t wanna dream of him. I’ve decided to let him go. It’s not healthy for me to dwell on him. It’s been more than two years since I heard from him last. I don’t wanna have any hope that he might come around.
This experience prompted me to delete Nash from bumble. I think I was also holding onto the hope that he might come around. What a silly mindset. The moment he said he’s too busy to date, I should have just moved on already.
I notice I have this horrible scarcity mindset like this man is my only man. When in fact, there’s many men who want to find a nice woman like me to settle down.
What is mine will always be mine!
New match today!
As usual, I sent the message. Now I do nothing and keep swiping. I know I’ll find my man soon!
I’m grateful for a good working day. I’m grateful for a good weather. I’m grateful for an early night in. I’m grateful for my perfect body. I’m grateful for myself.
Journey to finding love within 