Do what you feel right.
Believe in your worth. Don’t settle for crumbs. You want the juicy steak!
I soothe myself.
I love myself.
Kevin- cancelled on me at the last minute because his friend was upset and he wanted to cheer her up by having a swim. Looks like he really likes swimming hey! He didn’t mention anything about reschedule. I must admit I was upset when he cancelled on me. I decided to redirect my thought to what belongs to me isn’t going anywhere. If he priorities his friends over me, he isn’t what I want. I’m a high value woman and I deserve to be prioritised. I went for a run in the rain, shouted at crows and sang Bloody Sunday. I needed the bad energy out of my system and it worked. Now I feel so much better. I don’t care whether he comes back or not. If he doesn’t, goodbye. If he does, he needs to earn my trust. I keep reminding myself that I’m finding a great father for my children. It keeps me going.
Nash- he’s sweet. He reaches out daily. So far I’ve enjoyed chatting to him online. I sense he’s a slow person. I check in with myself and remind myself to be patient with him.
Shane- I sense he’s not really serious about dating. He reaches out daily but the questions are pretty boring. Observing.
Jeff- I think he’ll rule himself out pretty soon.
Elric- hasn’t reached out over the weekend.
What I’ve learnt so far is if a man is intentional about finding love, he’d reach out consistently and do his best to keep the conversation going and ask good questions. It’s actually pretty obvious. No need to guess. I only focus on men who reach out consistently and have a quality conversation.
I’m grateful for a good run. I’m grateful for an easy day at work. I’m grateful for my body always telling me what she needs. I’m grateful for the rain. I’m grateful for my hearing.
Journey to finding love within 